So my previous entry (which I deleted, just so you all know.)
has really made me realise what a bitch i am or can be.

It's been more than 3 months, i just had to get a lot of things out.
it was unfair on my part, but i can't say that it's not totally all my fault.
It's not all about one person, thank you very much.

1) I'm sorry.
2) You're still wrong.
3) I really am sorry.
4) We've been friends for the past year and i don't want to lose you.
5) You're still wrong. but "hate" is the wrong word to use. how's "abhor"?
6) Test my patience. Go. Do it.
7) I'm wrong too. Yes, i'm a bitch.
8) Fine, its that meaningful to you. But what about me? you can't just throw everything away like that like some kind of heartless jerk. It's good to know where i stand.
9) You're.still.wrong.
10) i'm still really sorry.



And even though i'm saying all this,
i'm getting no where.